I know, I know… castrate me, scold me, beat me for I have let you down. I’m the worst blogger there ever was and I don’t deserve you!
My sincerest apologies for the lack of posting over the last month or so. I had to move just before Christmas, which was fun (NOT) and spent the weeks previous packing, cleaning and redecorating my old house, for the most part alone and that’s no small feat I tell you. It left me little time to think of anything else.
I for one am glad the world didn’t end last year. If it had, my life would definetly have gone out on a low, which would have been annoying.
2012 had been a mixture of disappointing and frustrating, interspersed with absolutely-freaking-awesome trips to London and the building of new friendships. I’ve have crafted a life for myself up there which makes me very happy indeed, but it also amplifies how miserable I am in my current location. The consatnt commute is an expensive outlay but it’ll have been worth it when I get there as I’ll already have a job, friends and naughty-cuddle-chums waiting for me when I get there.
There are no career prospects here, no nightlife, none of the local Universities do the courses I want and there is literally no alternative scene to speak of. It’s what the majority would call, dead-end. The most my generation can hope for here is having babies and 15 and getting more benefits, yeah, it’s like that.
It’s okay looking at my home from up here…
It has it’s beauty, don’t get me wrong and it has some interesting history, but it’s not somewhere the young and ambitious can thrive.
I’ve also had a large cull of some of the stagnating and destructive friendships I had with people. Like I’ve said before, I don’t believe in holding onto people if they don’t put in the same effort as you and the relationship is pointless. So as much as it’s my choice it’s also a relatively stressful time realizing yet again you put your faith and hope in the wrong people.
I’ve also gone and got myself a new job, my dream job in fact, working for Rethink Mental Illness. I’ll elaborate on that another time though as I could go on about it forever.
So yeah, I’ve had my reasons for being crap, but believe me when I say you haven’t been far from my mind. I’m back on the case and will endeavor to update as much as possible from now on.
My plan for 2013 is to make as much money as is humanly possible without selling my vagina to wealthy perverts, finally get out of this country for a well needed break (it’s been 10 YEARS since I last had a holiday! Grrr) and get myself healthy. Also, more sex. Much, much more sex. I am a force to be reckoned with this year, you watch…